Friday, January 29, 2010
So I know that I said I was going to be taking a break but I just really felt the need to post on here again tonight. I was talking to one of my friend earlier about how no matter how hard I try to not think about it it just won't leave me alone. I know that I'm not supposed to be thinking about it to much right now but at the same time it's a part of me and who I am and that's never going to go away. She told me that maybe this thought that I had was God telling me that it's okay to think about it a little bit more now. So I decided that I was going to post on here. So here goes.
Walking, walking, always walking yet never being able to see where this path is leading.
I just keep walking in the darkness and the fog. No light to see the path yet on and on I go.
Darkness is all around me and I cannot see anything yet something is drawing me on, on, ever onward.
What is this that draws me ever on? What is the sense of light though all is darkness? Where is this peace coming from when all is chaos?
Even in the midst of darkness, wondering and fear there is light, clarity and peace.
Where does it come from? It can only come from God. He is the source of all light and peace, peace that truly passes all understanding.
He alone is my light and my peace. He alone will show me the way. He alone is leading me on, on, ever onward.